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11
Sep
09

A Quiet Tuesday Morning

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 A quiet Tuesday morning in mid September

will always be a day to remember.

The air was crisp, the sun shown bright.

Everything was calm in the morning light.

 

One plane flew low over head,

not in the sky but a building instead.

We all thought it was a big mistake,

for who would do this, for heaven’s sake?

 crash

 

Then another plane hit the south tower.

Someone wanted to show their power.

The smoke piled out, thick and black.

Now we knew America was under attack. 

 

Most ran out, their lives they did save.

Some ran in, so strong and so brave.

Some watched… some cried…

while some people died. 

dust The towers fell, first one, then two.

With dust in the air, the sky no longer blue.

So many were lost in the rubble below.

We will never forget, that I know.  

 rubble

Evil had come and knocked on our door.

We now had to do so much more.

But a sleeping giant, now was awake.

For our freedom they will never take!freedom

25
Feb
09

Imagine…

Imagine…
You wake up still completely exhausted.
You find it hard to get out of bed.
You feel like junk!
This is how you feel…
All day…
Every day.
 
Imagine…
Day after day…
Longing to be able to stand, walk, dance, play.
You have an invisible illness…
Only to others.
Lab results only show what you don’t have.
You’re confused, and so are your doctors.
Family and friends might not understand.
They might say it’s all in your head…
But it’s not.
They may tell you to “suck it up.”
You try…
And try…
But can’t.
They don’t see how much you suffer…
Almost every minute of every day.
You try to live your life… persevering.
 
Imagine…
So many pains… 
So many symptoms…
Your heart… pounding, jumping, skipping.
You can’t catch your breath.
Your hot… but cold.
Your world spins.
Your vision changes by the minute.
Your ears roar.
Your head pounds.
Your stomach churns.
Your hands and feet tingle.
Your legs throb and burn.
Your joints ache and pop.
You’re fatigued beyond words.
You feel “outside” yourself.
The list goes on…
And on…
So frustrating.
So despairing.
You pop pill after pill…
But do they really help?
Too often, the treatment makes the disease worse.
And you might not even know it.
Other things said to help also make it worse or have no effect.
 
Imagine…
You have enough energy to play with your kids…
OR…
Cook supper…
But not both.
The smallest of tasks are now huge chores.
You want your energy back.
You want your strength back.
You want your life back.
You want some company…
Not pity.
 

 

I wrote this because not many people understand what I go through every day. I want people to know that just because I look fine, it doesn’t always mean I feel fine. So, if I flake out on plans, leave early, or just sit in the corner, it’s just my way of trying to feel better in the moment.  All I need is for you to pull a chair up beside me (because you know I’ll be sitting down) and have a fun conversation that has absolutely nothing to do with being sick.



Be who you are and say what you feel because those that mind don't matter and those that matter don't mind!
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